yesterday rott at home the whole day. B.O.R.E.D tahu. luckily bestf called. asked what am i doing then hung up. wth. mpk perr kau. hahaha . few mins ltr. he called, asking what im doing again. i said i was abt to switch the comp on. he said "okay cepat online bye!" and hung up again. =.=" mpk ehn dier. lol. skali he called me AGAIN. sajeee tahh. said that he's bored. abeh ajak webcam then ber-duet. HAHAHA funny siak. and finally bore fades away. lols. we sang lagu cinta. i sang jaclyn victor's part while he did the misha omar pnyr. hahaha! kekek sia. we also sang apa artinya cinta by melly goeslow & ari lasso. hahaha! and many more. tsktsktsk tkda kerja.

semangat ehn dier nyanyi. lol

haaahh, then today woke up superrrrb early for sch. got sum meeting to hongkong wtvshyt. yess its a cca thingy. kental i know. hahaha! but for the first time it was interesting. i am the "special" one for the day. whooo, i loike! hahahh. crap alot with mira and especially asen. i miss them! then home and head town with zeela and tips! and seriously! i neeeeeed the pictures from camera zeelah lah lah. now toodle! crap!

chalet was a blast! i swear kecoh nk mampos with akim, zeela, dee, nizam, nick, zynul and one by one slowly showed up. satusatu punyr crap tkblh angkat.
akim sampai je kecohh, makan roti pon tk pass. tumpah sanasini. abeh lap, mata kemane. hahaha kekek siak.
zeela part malam high nk mampos. nyanyi suare sek siols! mentel tol ni budak. hahh. dahlah ade satu stranger nih suddenly appear ryte infront of zeela. depandepan muke dier pulak tu abeh shout "lu sapa?!". kite sume dah mcm wtf? abeh tipah layankan "wa fatimah ah wa fatimah!" siak je. then all burst out laughing! rupenye that stranger was drunk. hahaha!
nizam sampai diam nk mati, end up, die yg paleng kecoh. plus dier caring nk mampos towards dee, but dee bustedd, tk lyn! tapi aku tahu kau STEP! hahahahaha.
nick pulak kentot cara vespa! wtf ehn! byk kali pulak tu! mkn bawang satu bakul ah. eh nick! i like ure 'r' karat oii! but i hate the part you like to poke my babat! bustario tol! lols
abehh ehn kakak amek gambar pose nk step macho je! siaaaaaaal. funnaye siak. i laugh at em until tkblh laugh. saaaaket badan nohh. HAHAHA!
then dee nk step HERO angkat me out frm e pool end up dier yg terpelecok jatoh! ohmakkau! malu perrr! HAHAHAHA! part nih kene ketawa rabak!
lol you shud see satusatu pnyr reaction, kekekkkk!
oh yah. okaylah. not to forget me. i laugh so much until tergolek frm katil. siak busted sia org yg tolak. eh but kan, mcm matrix tau eefah tergolek. HAHAHA okay whatthefcuk.
and then one of the day, arnd 8+, mate sume tga steam, sume tga senyap sebab penat ketawe. suddenly. bau pekong nk mampos. and mamat kate "Oops! sorry kentot! ingtkan tk bau! hehehh" teros sume kecoh tutop hidung. SILENT KILLER SIAK! hahahaha.
oh yess i feel so much better after a few night walks with deebby. okay kecohnkmampos tkblh angkat. i really had funn! ^^ and bbq nyer food powerrr! hahaha. its was so indescribable. reached home semue ngorok. hahaha! okay enjoy the pictures>>>

this is when we played game and each time we lose kene conteng. fcuk ehn. hahaha but funn!




yeah thats nick. poke poke je kerjanya. hahaha


and thats dee behind nizam.

this is only a few of them, the rest is at zeela's camera.
zeela! i need the pictures preettypleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! cepat tau! hehh. till here. much loves. (:

T2 called ytd asking abt e 26. and T1 din wanna tag along cos tipah will be thr. wtf? ahh, sukati lah ehn. i dnt wanna knw. thanks. its time for me to back off. i gave up. i need an eraser. plus now, i feel like punching her face! gaaaah! she just cant stop getting me annoyed! fcuk! oh pls stop laaah! ive had hurt enuf ya knw. and yess, been grounded by dad. ahh, ass tol! he loves picking on me! it isnt fair! i hate hym! i love mommy! so now im a goodeygoood girl sitting at home. yay! =.= locked masef in room and watched this indonesia show, jelita. the show is full of emotions. its a sweet show yet also blh ade high blood pressure tgk. hahaha. watching it makes me dnt bother much to the surrounding that irritates me. i gotta stop having moodswings! grrrr! anyone help?

moodswing.

i just woke up. din went home ytd. went to kallang stadium. and singapore lose! wtf?! waste $2 ajee. hahaha! kecoh. the crowd was fuhh. but sadly cant get to bump to izaa. no worries lain kali ada. ;) reached boonlay at anrd 11+. called up closed ones but not even one of em cared/free to be my company. sedih pe. not even parents called me home y'know. its so weird. and i admit that for the first time i was waiting for their calls. tried calling sis and they're all asleep. and its the first time famly slept early. im was fcuking worried ytd night. it was 2+am and im outside ALONE. my heart sank idky. i felt lyk crying as before that i 'fought' with bestf so now noone is thr when i need em. im so sorry bestf. my mood began to change suddenly. and i start throwing tantrums to you. im sorry. jantung dekdakdekduk. but fortunately deebby called me up and asked whether im okay. so as aeenbby. they were always thr when i need someone to talk to. thankyouverymuch. iloveyou. slacked arnd dee's creepy blk. then went to dee's hse. p/s, dee kau masak maggie cute siak! lol. anws, thanks for those listening ears. talked and talked and ter-tidur. i told dee not to sleep, end up i was e one who slept. then dee biseng. HAHAHA! then woke up, dee's mummy gave breakfast. baek pe! thankyou aunty! and im off home. walked home. reached but noone scolded or even tegur me. wtf? they din even care.): i feel weird. totally. whats up with everyone? ahh fcuk it. ):

im sleeeeeeeeepy. but i cant sleep, idky. =.= (maybe because sitikus called) so lets blog! :D

look at Nizam's face expression. hahha. he webcammed just before taking his Nlevel results. and complaining things as per normal. hahaha. yelahh i will belanja you soon. ice-cream limaposen kayy? hahahaha!

anws, went vivo to watch twilight with deebby only, as aeen-sleepyhead tidur tk bgn2 mcm sleeping beauty! pfffft. hahahaha! awww, its so kind of eefah treat to dee movie! hahaha. :DDD the show was nice! i loike. especially when dee's sitting next to me. =.= fuhh, kecohh! hahaha! sial pnyr dee. anws, you guys shud catch it. ;)

melaka trip.

im back frm melaka! hello singapore! mother had a last minute plan on heading to melacca last tues. went with hanis&famly. had fun thr and yess finally i get to get away frm all those stressness here. ;DD

famly potrait

the view when we ride the tower.


see how high could it be?


and heres the melacca's flyer. its superr fast i tell you.


cousins. (:

okay this computer is lacking! pfffft. i hate it when it starts to get stuck. urgh. alryte. till here then. end of melakatrip! sayonara~

in advanced!

went to asens crib to give her a surprise bday celebration as cant really celebrate it on the day her bday falls itself. and here goes,
went jp and find something for her with dee. searching, searching, found nth but mira. =.= hahahaha! HELLO MIRABOO! lols. finally bought something and off to bee's hse.

eefah: (knocks on door repeatedly)
[noone opens]
eefah: tsk! (calls asens phone and asked her to open th door)
[door open]
asen: kau nk ape?!
dee: happy advanced bday!
[both of us sang her a bday song and hand her a piece of cake]
asen: aaaaaaaaak! aaaaaaaaaak! awwwwwwww! (in her squeaky voice)
[her bigsis tompang gembira kat background.]

went out and have a 'mini-party'.

and kite feeling2 bday kite.

I LUP YOU SEN!
bwahahahhaa, okay stop it eefah.
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBY! muaahmuaaahs.

macdonalds

DAY 1>

[TALKING]
eefah: (a sudden pause)
dee: (talking non-stop to eefah)
then,
dee: oi! asl kau diam?! MPK BDH KAU!
eefah: (turns away)
dee: (turn back to face what eefahs facing &&& jengjengJENG!)
[a cinalobeyguy with pimple cream not removed all over his face mcm chibai!]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!


DAY 2>

[ORDERING MCCHICKENS]
eefah: (at the counter ordering)
dee (silently looking + listening to the kid at the next counter ordering)

kid: uhmm, can i have student meal?
casher: what studentmeal?
(THAT KID MENGAMOK SENDIRI SIOL)
kid: STUDENT MEAL! I WANT STUDENTMEAL!
(casher blur/shock.)
dee: (starts laughing her arse off to the kid!)
casher: mcchicken student meal or what student meal?
kid: ohh. (muke paiseh!) mcchicken (says softly)

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!



DAY 3>

[WHILE EATING MCCHICKEN]
dee: fahh, kalau rumah kau pnyr kipas ke aircon rosak, tkyah susah2 beli barunyr tau! (muke cheeky nk mampos siak ni bdk) LOL
eefah: ape kau mpk bdh? (muke blur)
dee: kau pusing tgk org belakang tu.
eefah: (turns and look behind her)
[ade satu apek tdo nyenyak without buying anything. buat mcm rmh sendiri, nk free aircon je!]
eefah: (turns back to dee)
dee: shoik pe die tdo! dpt free aircon plk tu.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! we burst out laughing!


kenangan manis kauu dan akuu~ andd andd if you notice, every weird thing happened at MC DONALDS. hahahahahahahaha! had a blast with dee. 24/7 kutok org! lols.

kakak: i appreciate you as a sister syg. i treasure you alot but uve gone overboard. even tho i kutok org tu or what, i still have my limits aye. but NOT until YOU having ME apart from him/her. dont push me. i had NEVER pushed you okay. you say 'kau bodoh, baek sgt smpi kasi org pijak kepale' im veryyy dissapointed you make me break down the other day. tysm for being thr for me. i respect you but uve got no respect for me. just dont want to have repeat the same mistake the other day. but no worries, ure forgiven. everybody makes mistake. much lovesss.

i waited so looong for this sitinurain to wake up. since today is the ONLY day she's free to go out with me. wahh its so hard for her to wake up early. and i had to call her over and over again. then while waiting..

see that ass above? yess, he invited me on his webcam. hahaha. kekek siak die. and i miss him. its been 54321days we nvr meet besty. ;D meetup soon nizam!

and i miss nurul nadirakamarolzaman too! hahaha. miss her craps and her 24/7 kutok-ing org behaviour. (hahaha. okay eefah stop. nk buat list of who you miss pe. tsktsktsk)


sitikus: fahh, aku tgk kau mcm relaax je. selalu happy. gerek uh. kau tk pernah sedih. kau tkde probs ke?
[silence]
me: *smiles*
you'd nvr know sygg. (:

its toes licking goood. ;DD






we had countless toilet-visits. LOL


ni part dah mcm wayang kulit. hahaha! mcm2

photographer: EEFAH. model wannabe: SITI!
and i swear this take is so hot. [aeen jgn kembang ;D]

planned to go handerson waves but it rains. end up slacked at vivo. wow, i swear aeen was superduper hyper walking beside me. mcm maknenek. hahaha. i miss her alot. the terrenganu trip was the last we met. so this time we talked and talked and talked and even camwhored alot. hahahaha. okay till here then. im LAZY! ;DDD hehehh. will update soon.

p/s. faifai, sorry to make you wait for so superduperlong [ya, i know] for you to read my updated blog. heee! much loves. ;DD

im sucha lazyass when comes to blog. but since this guy asked me to blog for his sake, so here goes. his name is _______. its sounds almost the same as mine. guess that. hahaha. he is funny, smart and cute. hahaha! he always tries his best to have someone to sing me a lullaby as he cant. lol. sweet huh. he's a friend to tell of all my worries, if ever i were blue. and he is veryyy observant i see. sensitive, loving and he always cares. he's quiet and shy yet speaks his mind. he's one of a kind.

p/s. see? im done! :DD

i was fcuking pissed off with my NENEK just now! grrr! hajarbakhil btl! sighhh~ speechless! then i went out mengamok sendiri. pfffft. =.= noone to accompany me. everyone was bz today. or i guess it was raining heavily thats why. sume MALAS! after that kakak calm me down. phewww! tysm! you were thr when i need sumone. i feel lyk shouting my lungs out. and i did that to her. and we end up laughing. mcm org gile. hahaha. then, met zeelabby! i LOVE disturbing her i swear! hahaha! cute tahu! hehehh. oh yess, before zeela reached. kakak and i kena screen by this two police. =.= wth? lyk zeela said, sumpah tu policeman tk perlu kutoking org. tkperlu tapi cuteee~ hahaha. tsktsktsk. then went to gekpoh to buy cakes for mum! its her 43rd birthday! happy birthday ibu!

Every year, on your birthday,
I think about how glad I am
that I was born,
how thankful I am
to have you in my life...
I love you! Muaaaaahh!

bought tiramisu for parents anny and fruitcake for ibu's bday. yumms! then we ate macdonalds. mcm org kebuloh. after that slacked arnd with wangig. HAHAHA! its been looong since i saw him. lol. we talked alot and ofcourse all of them are craps. then walked home. sorry mirabby! cos i gotta get home. hope you understand. (: reached home. eat, slacked in my room and zeela decided to make me and dee up. cos we're boreddd. HAHAHA! sajejejeje. and dee dah mcm pengantin tahu. lols. after that surprised parents with cake. im glad ibu's happy. :D and zeela&dee's off home. and out again with em tmrw! cant wait to meet them again! much lovesss. goodeygooodnights. <333

moving on

i wrote this the other day..

tend to lose my sleep nwadays. ohgodd, seriously k*****. whats happening to you? uve changed. ): frm good to bad, and bad to worst! ure so innocent when i first know you. i want the OLD you back! imysm atok. )': a***, uve changed too. TOTALLY. and im missing you so much. it seems that you hold a grudge on me till now. just that one stupid mistake and no other chances? im so dissapointed in you. if this is it, that means that you are brave enough to kiss any other girls just like that?! oh godd. im outta words. ): i loved you so much bt i guess this is the end. whyy? )': no worries l**and even a***. i will try my very best to fcukoff frm ure lifes! im trying to erase y'all frm my mind bt it gets so hard to walk away. & s********n, ive been VERYYY patient. bt idk what else you want. ure so rude! not only to me! but even ure own MOTHER! and you NEVER appreciate things. ure so high off until sumtimes you forget/ignored ure own friends. im very dissapointed in you. sighhh. luckily ive own great more FRIENDS around me. i treasure my friendship with mira. SOMUCH! ilyilyilysssm! shes tha olny one that understands me and appreciate things. &also nizam. im blissful to have a guyfriend like you. even tho dee used to hate us being friends, you still wanted to befriends with me. accept me for who i am. TYSM! im so proud of you. ure the bestest guyfriend i ever had! sorry if i gave some harsh jokes to y'all. and maybe this is what i call true f.r.i.e.n.d.s. *pause* i just need sumbody to be there for me. fullstop. p/s i think i have a CRUSH on s*****. imy maman ;DDD but i still cant forget K*********. <333

but i guess i can overcome it. i dont think abt it that much over my freetime and managed to release some stress, by hanging out with dee. she cheered me up like hell. until lupe dunie. hahahaha! and also by watching this movie about teens. ohh god! im stuck to it! bwahahahaha. check them out. ;DD >>>

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and here's my fav character:

hot kaaan!