moving on

i wrote this the other day..

tend to lose my sleep nwadays. ohgodd, seriously k*****. whats happening to you? uve changed. ): frm good to bad, and bad to worst! ure so innocent when i first know you. i want the OLD you back! imysm atok. )': a***, uve changed too. TOTALLY. and im missing you so much. it seems that you hold a grudge on me till now. just that one stupid mistake and no other chances? im so dissapointed in you. if this is it, that means that you are brave enough to kiss any other girls just like that?! oh godd. im outta words. ): i loved you so much bt i guess this is the end. whyy? )': no worries l**and even a***. i will try my very best to fcukoff frm ure lifes! im trying to erase y'all frm my mind bt it gets so hard to walk away. & s********n, ive been VERYYY patient. bt idk what else you want. ure so rude! not only to me! but even ure own MOTHER! and you NEVER appreciate things. ure so high off until sumtimes you forget/ignored ure own friends. im very dissapointed in you. sighhh. luckily ive own great more FRIENDS around me. i treasure my friendship with mira. SOMUCH! ilyilyilysssm! shes tha olny one that understands me and appreciate things. &also nizam. im blissful to have a guyfriend like you. even tho dee used to hate us being friends, you still wanted to befriends with me. accept me for who i am. TYSM! im so proud of you. ure the bestest guyfriend i ever had! sorry if i gave some harsh jokes to y'all. and maybe this is what i call true f.r.i.e.n.d.s. *pause* i just need sumbody to be there for me. fullstop. p/s i think i have a CRUSH on s*****. imy maman ;DDD but i still cant forget K*********. <333

but i guess i can overcome it. i dont think abt it that much over my freetime and managed to release some stress, by hanging out with dee. she cheered me up like hell. until lupe dunie. hahahaha! and also by watching this movie about teens. ohh god! im stuck to it! bwahahahaha. check them out. ;DD >>>

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and here's my fav character:

hot kaaan!